Love...aside from what we feel for our children, how do we truly know if we love someone in such a way that we should try to spend our lives with them? Love is like a fairly tale really. How often does anything in a relationship really happen the way we wish it to. Sure I'm being down about this but, to me, the way I see it...there comes a time in life when we must accept and face the fact that there are some things in life that we will want but will never have or experience no matter how bad you want them.
I'm beginning to wonder if there really is a love out there aside from the love one has for family and friends. I personally love so many people. But others wouldn't call it love. But the love I wish to feel for another and from another, I do not believe I have yet to feel. The closest thing to it was my first love who is now one of my best friends. But I just want to be single. I want to be me and be happy and not worry about love. But yet I yearn to feel loved by another. To have that companionship. To have someone who will text me or call me just because or someone who will chase after me when I'm upset and took off versus just letting me go. All these fairy tale things. Sure they say, if he loves you he will make the effort, but how often does anyone really make the effort.
So I say this...give me a place to live and give me true friends and I will bring the happiness.
You are currently on my mind.
-Amanda Kay
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